i dont mind making jokes, but i dont want to look like one..

some people may walk out of your life and never look back. others will walk straight back in because they realised what they had and how much they missed it. real friends put on a brave face for you, even if things are looking down, make you laugh when you're sad and stick with you through everything no matter whats going on. real friends will make you feel like they're only around the corner, even if they're miles away or half way accross the world. not everyone will be your friend though. its a big world with so many missleading people in it. some will make you look like a fool, some will take you for granted and others will be there because they feel they have to be. just know right from wrong.. and always remember one thing..

keep your friends close, but your enemies closer.

number one..

not everything works out the way you might want it too, or how you expect it to go. you don't always get what you want but sometimes its best to just work on what you actually need. you become a little selfish and don't realise that you are pushing away the people that mean to the most to you. you seek the attention you try to gain, as you start to think that everything revolves around you. but then you need to pull yourself back down to earth, straighten up and prepare for everything that life throws at you. grab every opportunity that comes round the corner, no matter whether its good or bad. things can get hard but just open your eyes and look at the people around you that support you. treasure every moment that you feel means the most.. because sometimes you can get lost in your own thoughts and ideas and start to lose everything, and that's the moments when you realise..

life's a bitch.